Some personal thoughts!

On distant lover:

If you ever need me I’ll be there,
If ever you are in trouble I’ll prayer,
If you ever cry I’ll give my shoulder,
If ever you are scared I’ll hold you closer,
Distance and time may separate us,
But love will always unite us.

On forgiveness:

In You I believe,
To You I will return,
I ask for forgiveness,
For only You can make my fate turn.

On missing the special love:

I am looking out for you, give me a sign of where you are,
In my heart or my dreams or in my thoughts of every hour?

On losing the special love:

Is it love or lust I don’t know,
But if you go I do know,
That my heart will break and pain,
But it will love you again and again.

On the true worth of son or daughter:

Like an angle you came,
In the darkness you became the flame,
With you eyes wide you looked,
At those around you and who love.
You are the reason they were all smiling,
You are the happiness they were anticipating.
Years went by one after the other,
Till this day you are the sunshine of your mother.
You may grow old as days come and go,
But you are the angle and will remain so.

On being depressed:

No heart to love me,
No hand to hold me,
No friend to comfort me,
No soul to hear me,
I am all alone,
With all hope gone.
The sun shines but not for me,
The roses blossom but not for me,
There is love in world but none for me,
Hatred, sarcasm, are all left for me.
I am all alone,
Now with all love gone.
You I remember, You I fear,
You I love because You are so dear,
I have sinned and sinned a lot,
Making my soul weak and clot,
No one to remember me but You,
No one to love me but You,
So I turn to You and ask for forgiveness,
Believing in Your oneness and greatness.
My gestures to people bring me no gain,
My kindness forgotten and down the drain,
My friendship gone, my heart stole,
My dark clouds have neither silver lining nor golden.
I am all alone,
My words unspoken.
*You refers to God.

On friendship:

Miles away, oceans away we may be,
Don’t know what lies ahead, but have no regrets,
Like a heartbeat you are, never far or forgotten,
Friends forever, friends treasured as if golden!

Update:
Cry I must not, cry I will not,
not their hatred but love I sought,
not a foe, but friend I sought,
not a tear but smile I sought,
No matter! Cry I must not, cry I will not.

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